{"id":75929,"date":"2021-04-27T12:16:09","date_gmt":"2021-04-27T16:16:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/newsroom.carleton.ca\/?post_type=cu_story&#038;p=75929"},"modified":"2025-08-19T09:37:14","modified_gmt":"2025-08-19T13:37:14","slug":"teachers-challenge-school-inequities","status":"publish","type":"cu_story","link":"https:\/\/carleton.ca\/news\/story\/teachers-challenge-school-inequities\/","title":{"rendered":"How teachers remember their own childhoods affects how they challenge school inequities"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<section class=\"w-screen px-6 cu-section cu-section--white ml-offset-center md:px-8 lg:px-14\">\n    <div class=\"space-y-6 cu-max-w-child-max  md:space-y-10 cu-prose-first-last\">\n\n        \n                    \n                    \n            \n    <div class=\"cu-wideimage relative flex items-center justify-center mx-auto px-8 overflow-hidden md:px-16 rounded-xl not-prose  my-6 md:my-12 first:mt-0 bg-opacity-50 bg-cover bg-cu-black-50 pt-24 pb-32 md:pt-28 md:pb-44 lg:pt-36 lg:pb-60 xl:pt-48 xl:pb-72\" style=\"background-image: url(https:\/\/carleton.ca\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/162\/conversation-chalk-bench-1200w-1.jpg); background-position: 50% 50%;\">\n\n                    <div class=\"absolute top-0 w-full h-screen\" style=\"background-color:rgba(0,0,0,0.600);\"><\/div>\n        \n        <div class=\"relative z-[2] max-w-4xl w-full flex flex-col items-center gap-2 cu-wideimage-image cu-zero-first-last\">\n            <header class=\"mx-auto mb-6 text-center text-white cu-pageheader cu-component-updated cu-pageheader--center md:mb-12\">\n\n                                    <h1 class=\"cu-prose-first-last font-semibold mb-2 text-3xl md:text-4xl lg:text-5xl lg:leading-[3.5rem] cu-pageheader--center text-center mx-auto after:left-px\">\n                        How teachers remember their own childhoods affects how they challenge school inequities\n                    <\/h1>\n                \n                            <\/header>\n        <\/div>\n\n                    <svg xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" class=\"absolute bottom-0 w-full z-[1]\" fill=\"none\" viewbox=\"0 0 1280 312\">\n                <path fill=\"#fff\" d=\"M26.412 315.608c-.602-.268-6.655-2.412-13.524-4.769a1943.84 1943.84 0 0 1-14.682-5.144l-2.276-.858v-5.358c0-4.876.086-5.358.773-5.09 1.674.643 21.38 5.84 34.646 9.109 14.682 3.59 28.935 6.858 45.936 10.449l9.874 2.089H57.322c-16.4 0-30.31-.16-30.91-.428ZM460.019 315.233c42.974-10.074 75.602-19.88 132.443-39.867 76.16-26.791 152.063-57.709 222.385-90.663 16.7-7.823 21.336-10.074 44.262-21.273 85.004-41.688 134.719-64.193 195.291-88.413 66.55-26.577 145.2-53.584 194.27-66.765C1258.5 5.626 1281.34 0 1282.24 0c.17 0 .34 27.596.34 61.3v61.299l-2.23.375c-84.7 13.718-165.93 35.955-310.736 84.931-46.494 15.753-65.427 22.076-96.166 32.15-9.102 3-24.814 8.198-34.989 11.574-107.543 35.954-153.008 50.422-196.626 62.639l-6.74 1.876-89.126-.054c-78.135-.054-88.782-.161-85.948-.857ZM729.628 312.875c33.229-10.985 69.248-23.523 127.506-44.207 118.705-42.223 164.596-57.709 217.446-73.302 2.62-.75 8.29-2.465 12.67-3.751 56.19-16.772 126.94-33.597 184.17-43.671 5.07-.91 9.66-1.768 10.22-1.875l.94-.161v170.236l-281.28-.054H719.968l9.66-3.215ZM246.864 313.411c-65.041-2.251-143.047-12.11-208.432-26.256-18.375-3.965-41.73-9.538-42.202-10.074-.171-.214-.257-21.38-.214-47.046l.129-46.618 6.654 3.697c57.313 32.043 118.491 56.531 197.699 79.143 40.313 11.521 83.459 18.058 138.669 21.059 15.584.857 65.685.857 81.14 0 33.744-1.876 61.306-4.93 88.396-9.806 6.396-1.126 11.634-1.983 11.722-1.929.255.375-20.48 7.769-30.999 11.038-28.592 8.948-59.288 15.646-91.873 20.147-26.36 3.59-50.015 5.627-78.35 6.698-15.584.59-55.209.59-72.339-.053Z\"><\/path>\n                <path fill=\"#fff\" d=\"M-3.066 295.067 32.06 304.1v9.033H-3.066v-18.066Z\"><\/path>\n            <\/svg>\n            <\/div>\n\n    \n\n    <\/div>\n<\/section>\n\n<p>Teachers, like many of us, remember moments of achievement, schoolyard games and making mistakes as children. Often teachers draw on childhood memories to explain <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.4324\/9780203454497\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">why they wanted to enter their profession<\/a>. Teachers may hold memories of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.edweek.org\/leadership\/opinion-our-favorite-teachers-why-we-remember-them\/2020\/03\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">being inspired by a former teacher<\/a> or <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1016\/j.tate.2014.05.005\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">resolve to do better<\/a> than a teacher they experienced as unfair or belittling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Childhood memories chronicle more than old scenes of school. <a href=\"https:\/\/coldwarchildhoods.org\/working-with-memories\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Memory is a creative process<\/a> that teachers can use to interpret the past and imagine the future of their work. Even more, how teachers remember childhood informs their commitments to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.gettingsmart.com\/2018\/02\/inequity-in-education-is-your-and-my-responsibility\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">challenge inequities in education<\/a>, including systemic racism, classism and ableism. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We are four researchers located at universities in Canada and the United States: in a suburb of the Greater Toronto Area, Ottawa, an anglophone area of Montr\u00e9al and Manhattan, New York. Our research examines how childhood memories shape the ways prospective teachers and people seeking to work with children understand their roles as future educators. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Our research has found that how new teachers and practitioners recall their childhoods carries important clues about how likely they are to name and challenge inequities in schools today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 id=\"the-teachers-childhood\" class=\"wp-block-heading\">The teacher\u2019s childhood<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Three decades ago, psychoanalyst and education researcher Deborah Britzman wrote her classic book, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sunypress.edu\/p-3821-practice-makes-practice.aspx\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><em>Practice Makes Practice<\/em><\/a>. It examined how teachers\u2019 memories of having once gone to school affected their present teaching. Britzman found that new teachers tend to recall stereotyped images of \u201cgood\u201d and \u201cbad\u201d teachers, and in so doing, overlook how teachers themselves perceive teaching as a complex emotional experience. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Education researcher Saul Karnovsky argues that, still today, \u201cthere exists an invisible rule book that defines what teachers can and cannot do with their emotions.\u201d The teachers of this study believed <a href=\"https:\/\/theconversation.com\/teachers-are-expected-to-put-on-a-brave-face-and-ignore-their-emotions-we-need-to-talk-about-it-153642\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">they should ignore or mask their emotions or vulnerability to appear in charge<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image align-center\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/images.theconversation.com\/files\/396111\/original\/file-20210420-13-s7of0q.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;fit=clip\" alt=\"Painted swings.\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">\n              <span class=\"caption\">Memory is a resource to examine how our personal lives are connected with larger political or systemic realities.<\/span><br>\n              <span class=\"attribution\"><span class=\"source\">(Shutterstock)<\/span><\/span><br>\n            <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>In fact, teaching opens a floodgate of feelings that are conventionally associated with childhood: worries about failure, wishes for certainty, fears of not knowing and the pain of rejection. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>However, childhood memory is bigger than any one person\u2019s emotions. As sociologist <a href=\"https:\/\/www.penguinrandomhouse.ca\/books\/98604\/the-essential-conversation-by-sara-lawrence-lightfoot\/9780345475800\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Sara Lawrence-Lightfoot<\/a> suggests, teachers bring with them memories shaped by race, gender, class, ability and other factors that affect identity and deeply held assumptions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This means that childhood memories of triumph or failure, protection or punishment are not isolated events; they are linked to complex cultural histories shaped by racism and hierarchical values. These legacies continue to privilege the material resources and presumed \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.upress.umn.edu\/book-division\/books\/for-the-children\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">innocence\u201d of white middle-class children<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Teachers grow up occupying different positions in relation to these legacies, which can create a disconnect between their intentions and practices. Research by education scholars Jeannie Kerr and Vanessa Andreotti found that despite teacher candidates\u2019 stated \u201cdesire to address multiple inequities\u201d in schooling and society, they also applied a \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1080\/13613324.2017.1395326\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">deficit perspective\u201d to the experiences of marginalized students, leaving unchallenged the structures that produce inequities and \u201ctheir own privileged position within these structures<\/a>.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Learning to teach and work with children is <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.2307\/1495065\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">not just about acquiring skills, but about developing an identity<\/a>. This involves noticing how one\u2019s own history can <a href=\"https:\/\/www.karnacbooks.com\/product\/psychoanalysis-and-pedagogy\/8195\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">inform but sometimes obstruct one\u2019s understanding of the unique experiences of children in the classroom<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 id=\"childhood-memory-and-critique\" class=\"wp-block-heading\">Childhood memory and critique<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>We asked university students enrolled in teacher education and childhood studies programs to write down a salient childhood memory. We then asked them to make links between their memory and their motivations to work with children, and how they defined their commitments as teachers. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The majority of participants recalled <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1111\/chso.12428\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">times when they felt innocent and protected<\/a>, which were then connected to a wish to protect children from struggle or discomfort in their future classrooms. Others described times when they made mistakes or broke the rules and suggested how <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1080\/1547688X.2020.1731036\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">being a nuisance is the right of all children<\/a>. Still others remembered the <a href=\"https:\/\/journal.jctonline.org\/index.php\/jct\/article\/view\/957\/0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">heroic efforts of former teachers<\/a> and used these memories to describe their plans to replicate similar strategies in their own practices. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>However, beginning teachers and practitioners who remembered protected childhoods, playful antics and inspiring role models tended to assume that all children experience the same level of protection and innocence: that such memories were universal. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image align-center\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/images.theconversation.com\/files\/396115\/original\/file-20210420-15-14sh3t8.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;fit=clip\" alt=\"A child jumping on hopscotch.\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">\n              <span class=\"caption\">Memory can offer a critical vantage point from which to examine how recollections of seemingly individual feelings may also reflect cultural beliefs.<\/span><br>\n              <span class=\"attribution\"><span class=\"source\">(Shutterstock)<\/span><\/span><br>\n            <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>They did not consider how <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1177\/0907568218811484\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">innocence has historically protected the interests of mainly white children<\/a>, nor how the notion of innocence and middle class, able-bodied \u201cworthiness\u201d has been used to unjustly exclude and punish children who do not fit inside <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1177\/0959354393034004\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">normative expectations of learning and development<\/a>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>By contrast, people who remembered being bullied, left out, ignored or reprimanded connected these experiences with an analysis of systematic inequities. They reflected on how school structures <a href=\"https:\/\/theconversation.com\/the-crisis-of-anti-black-racism-in-schools-persists-across-generations-120856\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">disadvantage racially minoritized<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ohrc.on.ca\/en\/opportunity-succeed-achieving-barrier-free-education-students-disabilities\/elementary-and-secondary-education\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">differently-abled<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/education\/2017\/nov\/21\/english-class-system-shaped-in-schools\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">working class children<\/a>.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Beyond recollecting innocent kids and heroic teachers, such memories critiqued schools <a href=\"https:\/\/journal.jctonline.org\/index.php\/jct\/article\/view\/957\/0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">as inequitable institutions that harm some children and that are themselves in need of transformation<\/a>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 id=\"why-memory-matters\" class=\"wp-block-heading\">Why memory matters<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Memory can offer a critical vantage point from which to examine how recollections of seemingly individual feelings \u2014 such as the joy of acing a test or the frustration of being misunderstood \u2014 may also reflect <a href=\"https:\/\/www.upress.umn.edu\/book-division\/books\/for-the-children\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">dominant cultural beliefs about normative childhoods<\/a>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Teacher education and childhood studies programs can support beginning teachers and practitioners develop critical perspectives of schooling and society by helping them to <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1111\/chso.12428\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">analyze how structures of privilege and oppression have shaped their own experiences of childhood<\/a>. When educators can analyze the social structures that have privileged or disadvantaged them as children, they may be better positioned to notice and challenge the inequities faced by the children in their charges. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While it is impossible to undo the past, connecting childhood memories to social contexts of inequity can help teachers put history to new uses and change the future of education.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This article is republished from <a href=\"https:\/\/theconversation.com\/institutions\/carleton-university-900\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Conversation<\/a> under a Creative Commons license. Carleton University is a member of this unique digital journalism platform that launched in June 2017 to boost visibility of Canada\u2019s academic faculty and researchers. Interested in writing a piece? Please contact <a href=\"mailto:steven.reid3@carleton.ca\">Steven Reid<\/a> or <a href=\"https:\/\/theconversation.com\/become-an-author\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">sign up to become an author<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>All photos provided by The Conversation from various sources.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8212;<br>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/newsroom.carleton.ca\/\">Carleton Newsroom<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/counter.theconversation.com\/content\/154996\/count.gif?distributor=republish-lightbox-basic\" alt=\"The Conversation\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Teachers, like many of us, remember moments of achievement, schoolyard games and making mistakes as children. Often teachers draw on childhood memories to explain why they wanted to enter their profession. 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