By Armrget Kaur

I live in the UK Scotland to be precise, here in the Highlands people have close d off, they began to firstly raid the shops (well buy as opposed to riot), they had this fixation with toilet roll , I sure Freud could say something about anal suppression on this. Then they went for pasta (constipated diet) and took all household cleaning items. They cared for none but their own survival, the elderly were ignored as parents showed their shameful actions. Yesterday evening we were told wer are no lock down, we are allowed to go for one walk a day, go shopping for essential items once a week, pharmacy will be open for medications, GP have closed and will only do skype assessments (assuming you have skype/computer)!! I went for my once day walk today I cherished it , and let last, I counted ten people , two of whom was a purchases of drug dealer (get your priories right hey?!) Then I came home and did virtual work out with P.E. with Joe, ah to hear a voice. I live alone, so isolation out of choice as opposed to forced is different, as the routine I have has stopped. I have begun volunteering on suicide helpline, as the lock down is all well and good but many will face huge losses and mental health will likely suffer. I am happy to write daily if you want but I don`t if you want it. It is like being sci-fi movie waiting , waiting for this invisible monster to appear. And trying to stay focused as I have essay to write – is that important , well on scale of it it nope, but it stops me thinking for moment of big bad monster who may or may not come knocking